Wow, haven't been on this for a year.
At night I always have thoughts spinning in my head, connecting one thing to another, but as soon as a sit here in front of an empty blog box I can't think of anything to say. It's a little intimidating. I know it's most likely that people won't ever see this but still... its The Internet.
I'm in my junior year right now. I haven't had too much trouble so far, but just the other night I dreamed that I had gotten my SAT scores back and I had totally failed. I had such a big panic attack that I woke myself up... I hope it's not a premonition...
I watched Jane Eyre yesterday. It was a really good movie. I have just started the book. I really wish I could read books like an English teacher. I have a fantastic AP Lang teacher this year. I have always loved reading, but in this class I have been reading these books with a deeper insight. It's really amazing, I can see Great Gatsby everywhere. My goal with Jane Eyre is to read it with the same slow precision as I have read my in school books with. Wish me luck my imaginary readers, this will probably get tedious! I'm excited.

My deepest fear is to be left behind, left out, ignored, alone.

wintery mix

Wintery mixes remind me of fruit salads. not the actual mix, the phrase. i made a fruit salad one time and it was terrible! i put apples, bananas, and oranges. the crunchy juicyness of the apple slices clashed with the mushy bananas and i dnt even like oranges, or citrus fruit in general.

i tend to ramble... just wanted to let you know if you haven't noticed

bubble

what would the world look like from inside a bubble? the soap kind that people blow during the summer. i think everything would have a mother of pearl shine to i. have you ever noticed that the rainbow swirls move around on the bubble? it's actually kind of disorienting. one time my aunt brought back this cool bubble thing from Japan, it was edible and really sweet so me and my sister just blew bubbles and ate them right out of the air all day. well the reason i had this thought was b/c my friend told me that i live in a bubble and she wondered what the world is like inside my Mia bubble, so i thought, what would the world look like from inside a bubble?